an amusing email

So this guy I have been talking to has become totally and utterly addicted. Its amusing to me, so I thought I would share it with you all. Mostly to make a point that I control him and I can do what I want. *he is a blackmail fetishest*

I do not know how safe or healthy my fantasy is because I find, with little effort on your part, I am desperate to tray an attract any attention from you. I think about you all the time, my work is suffering and more importantly i can not create that kind of feeling for my fiance, I dont know what to do about it, i dont have more money to buy more attention and yet i touch myself and drive myself to look at you and speak to you.

goddess is everyting

i am nothing

goddess is everything

i live for her

goddess is everything

i am hers

i am not worried that you will hurt me, did you raise it in the phone conversation to remind me you can?

as far as the photos go, it might be at least a month until i have them unless you require them sooner. i will be looking to be wrapped in plastic, maybe laid in a bath, hand cuffed int he shower, enclosed in panty hose and collared in a cupboard/wardrobe. maybe to a tree/clothes line outside. i dont think we can take a photo of me going down on him, and i wont mark my body with text. hopefully that will still meet your needs.

i will get one with a plastic bag on my head, perhaps tied to a chair in interrogation style, maybe even tied belly down on a bed, bag on my head and masters feet at my face as he sits on a chair at the end of the bed watching me run out of breath, or perhaps in this scene he could be raping me from behind?

all i do is turn myself on as i do this and make me want you more.

Whats even more amusing about this. Is when we talk we talk about normal everyday stuff! On ocassion we talk about fetishes but nothing phone sex ect.