Thursday, August 2, 2007
Whats your fantasy?
I want to know, what is your fantasy? I have many of them, and I aboslutly adore listening to yours. I am sure you would love to hear mine, so give me a call and we can share our inner most desires.
Enjoyed my vacation
Mmm this past month has been lovely. I enjoyed my vacation, and took full advantage of it to relax, do some shopping, and catch up on some movies that I have wanted to watch. The best part of being able to relax and take some time was that I was able to take lots and lots of me time. I did plenty of walking, kept eathing healthier, and am proud to say I am still losing weight. After taking all this me time I am ready and rearing to get back to the phone lines to chat with everyone. Of course I am looking forward to meeting new piggies to torment. Part of this break has been for me to explore my sadistic side in r/t. I am sure my pet levi can assure you I have gotten even more creative and sadistic. He is looking forward to our next session in two weeks. I am sure your jealous of the fact that he is allowed to see me in r/t
For my admirers I am really looking forward to more intellectual converstations, fun flirting, and learning new things. I know I always enjoy being able to give advice, and have fun with whatever we happen to be talking about that day. Now I am off to finish this movie I am watching, I shall blog again soon!
For my admirers I am really looking forward to more intellectual converstations, fun flirting, and learning new things. I know I always enjoy being able to give advice, and have fun with whatever we happen to be talking about that day. Now I am off to finish this movie I am watching, I shall blog again soon!
I MUST HAVE THESE!!
I just found two of the most beautiful authentic corsets in my size for under a hundred dollars each! I must have them! So if one of you lovely admirers out there wishes to indulge my corsetry fetish then I would love to have them! The lucky buyer/s will recieve a photo of me in the corset.
My wishlist link
My wishlist link
Monday, July 30, 2007
One of my passions
Not many know this but I am very passionate about history and books. Those particular passions combine themselves in my passion for antique books. Words hold such power, and eloquent words hold even more powers. Today I went to one of my favorite book stores of all time with my mother and found some more books for my book collection. I found a book published in 1905, 1912, and 1925 these were all published in a time when books were hand printed and hand bound. If you could afford a book you would have to either save your pennies or be rich. The illistrations are so beautifully done and well perserved. I also love the words. So eloquent, beautiful and descriptive they just make your mind dance in aniticipation and visions of beauty. I decided to pull out my book collection and show all of you my antique book collection. Many of these I have had since I was a child as they were gifts from loved ones I care about deeply.
Todays books
Here are some books I already had in my collection.
This book is my oldest book in my collection. Its called castle craney crow and was published in 1902
I am sad to say that my favorite bookstore. Where I purchased all of theses books is moving to a new city. It sucks because I remember going there when I was a child with my dad. I used to spend hours pouring over books there with him. It was some of my happiest moments. I think that is where my love of history started as well as my love of books. To bad I have yet to find any sub, slaves, piggies, sugar daddies, or atms who are interested in art, books, history and music. Then I might actually enjoy having an intelligent converstation with them that does not include them simpering over me all the time. It gets boring and annoying. I would much rather have a sub that can hold a converstation then one that cannot any day.
Todays books
Here are some books I already had in my collection.
This book is my oldest book in my collection. Its called castle craney crow and was published in 1902
I am sad to say that my favorite bookstore. Where I purchased all of theses books is moving to a new city. It sucks because I remember going there when I was a child with my dad. I used to spend hours pouring over books there with him. It was some of my happiest moments. I think that is where my love of history started as well as my love of books. To bad I have yet to find any sub, slaves, piggies, sugar daddies, or atms who are interested in art, books, history and music. Then I might actually enjoy having an intelligent converstation with them that does not include them simpering over me all the time. It gets boring and annoying. I would much rather have a sub that can hold a converstation then one that cannot any day.
Foot fetish flavor of the day, the fountain, and perfume
For those of you with foot fetishes, its your lucky day! I will be putting together picture packs of my luscious legs and feet up for sale. I think I will start with my new boots. These lucious purple knee high go go boots that Princess Veronica sent me. I am sure you will be on your knees begging for the chance to lick the bottom of them clean. Just imagin my gorgous calves covered in tight viynl, as I rest my beautiful feet on your face as I relax and allow you to worship right where you belong at my beautiful feet.
I am adding two more pages to my diary where you can see who my top slaves are, as well as what positions are open, and how you can fill them. I will be making my slave application free (lucky you!) but know that sending a consideration gift along with your application will show me that you are serious about serving me in the manner I expect to be served.
I have finally gotten around to editing some photos from a r/t session and to uploading a video of slut ashley eating his own cum as you can hear my seductive voice in the background laughing at how pathetic he looks. I will be posting them in a gallery and adding a way for you to buy acess to the photos and the video.
A members area is in the works in a few months, mainly I think I will concentrate on r/t session photos, pantie fetish photos, and foot fetish photos. As I get more photos taken, and everything going I will update you all on my progress. I am sure you will just be on pins and needles waiting for me to get this up. Mmm I love making you squirm.
I finally was able to get my hands on the movie the fountain. I loved it! It was such a beautiful movie, the main focus was on the choices you make, and how the main character dealt with his grief. If you loved the cell, then you will definatly love this movie. I will be watching another movie here today that I have the book for actually called Perfume. As you can tell I am a very into artsy independant films. In fact my very favorite movies is called Girl on a Bridge. Its the beautiful love story about a knife thrower who rescues a woman from commiting suicide, and thier loves that grows as they go along thier journey. The end is so beautiful as it comes full circle and he finds salvation with her as well. When it alternates between color and black and white you are even more entranced as the beauty of the movies draws you in. I am very passionate about artsy films and when I watch one, I not only enjoy the movie itself but the cenimatography, and everything else that goes into it.
I am adding two more pages to my diary where you can see who my top slaves are, as well as what positions are open, and how you can fill them. I will be making my slave application free (lucky you!) but know that sending a consideration gift along with your application will show me that you are serious about serving me in the manner I expect to be served.
I have finally gotten around to editing some photos from a r/t session and to uploading a video of slut ashley eating his own cum as you can hear my seductive voice in the background laughing at how pathetic he looks. I will be posting them in a gallery and adding a way for you to buy acess to the photos and the video.
A members area is in the works in a few months, mainly I think I will concentrate on r/t session photos, pantie fetish photos, and foot fetish photos. As I get more photos taken, and everything going I will update you all on my progress. I am sure you will just be on pins and needles waiting for me to get this up. Mmm I love making you squirm.
I finally was able to get my hands on the movie the fountain. I loved it! It was such a beautiful movie, the main focus was on the choices you make, and how the main character dealt with his grief. If you loved the cell, then you will definatly love this movie. I will be watching another movie here today that I have the book for actually called Perfume. As you can tell I am a very into artsy independant films. In fact my very favorite movies is called Girl on a Bridge. Its the beautiful love story about a knife thrower who rescues a woman from commiting suicide, and thier loves that grows as they go along thier journey. The end is so beautiful as it comes full circle and he finds salvation with her as well. When it alternates between color and black and white you are even more entranced as the beauty of the movies draws you in. I am very passionate about artsy films and when I watch one, I not only enjoy the movie itself but the cenimatography, and everything else that goes into it.
Friday, July 27, 2007
My subs, slaves, sluts, and admirers
I am back finally from taking my break. I am definatly ready to get back in the game so to speak. To my admieres I am looking forward to talking with you again soon! For all you subs, sluts, slaves, sissies, and losers I have a few postitions open that I need to fill. They are below
Shoe slut : You will be responsible for buying any footwear, and stocking that I desire.
Beauty slut: You will be responsible for making sure I am able to feed my lipgloss and makeup addiction with giftcards from sephora
Sissy sluts: You will be responsible for making sure I have a sissy to play dress up with and treat like my barbie doll.
Paypiggies and atms: You will be responsible for making sure you make my life easier financially
Sugardaddies: You will be responsible for spoiling me and pampering me
For those of you who wish to session with me on the adult side I now have a new listing that will be perfect for you!
www.niteflirt.com/overlordress+jayde
and of course do not forget to go do my tasks here
I am looking forward to seeing who comes along to fill these positions.
Shoe slut : You will be responsible for buying any footwear, and stocking that I desire.
Beauty slut: You will be responsible for making sure I am able to feed my lipgloss and makeup addiction with giftcards from sephora
Sissy sluts: You will be responsible for making sure I have a sissy to play dress up with and treat like my barbie doll.
Paypiggies and atms: You will be responsible for making sure you make my life easier financially
Sugardaddies: You will be responsible for spoiling me and pampering me
For those of you who wish to session with me on the adult side I now have a new listing that will be perfect for you!
www.niteflirt.com/overlordress+jayde
and of course do not forget to go do my tasks here
I am looking forward to seeing who comes along to fill these positions.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
My Thoughts
So I just got done watching the number 23 and I totally loved it. You would never guesse some of the twists that they throw at you! I really enjoyed the movie.
Today was a great day. I ended up having a session with a new slave I shall call simply farm boy. I was very pleased with his complete obedience and the way he was willing to do whatever I asked when I asked. He gave me total control. It was not about him, but about what I wanted. Many of you need to follow his example.
Lately I have been doing a lot of thinking about the Financial Domination fetish. I feel its becoming overrun with females who do not give a shit about anything but their greed. Who think its ok to ruin someones life, destroy thier relationships and hurt many people. Or they are some barbie looking bimbo who is all gimmie gimmie gimme. Granted financial fetihes are about money, but more then that its about control, and power. Sacrificing your luxeries, comforts, and anything else that is not necessary so that you may serve your one true Goddess. Its about making her happy in any way that you can. I find myself disqusted with the many who run men into financial ruin then toss them away. Its becoming overrun with unethical Dommes in my opinion.
When I think of financial domination for me its about the control and the power rush I get from knowing that a slave has tributed me out of adoration. That they love, worship, and adore me so much they wish to make my life easier. Financially being one of them. They give what they can, but I do not run them into financial runination. If I do how will they continue to worship and adore me? If I ruin thier relationships and things end with me and them where does that put them? It puts them in a lonely hellish place where they are broken and no other Domme will be good enough for them. Maybe for some its a way to assure that someone is thier living asset for life, but for me I do not want my slave to be forced to serve me. I want them to be inspired to serve me. To love to serve me to feel thier purpose in life is to joyously serve me. This does not mean I do not practice humiliation in all forms as part of play. But it does mean I will not leave you a mental, emotional, and shuddering mess and then be done with you. I do not relish breaking a slave. On the contrary I like to mold them into the perfect serveant, slave and admirer. Now that sounds so much better doesn't it?
Last but not least the gifts recived page has been updated. Go check it out!
Today was a great day. I ended up having a session with a new slave I shall call simply farm boy. I was very pleased with his complete obedience and the way he was willing to do whatever I asked when I asked. He gave me total control. It was not about him, but about what I wanted. Many of you need to follow his example.
Lately I have been doing a lot of thinking about the Financial Domination fetish. I feel its becoming overrun with females who do not give a shit about anything but their greed. Who think its ok to ruin someones life, destroy thier relationships and hurt many people. Or they are some barbie looking bimbo who is all gimmie gimmie gimme. Granted financial fetihes are about money, but more then that its about control, and power. Sacrificing your luxeries, comforts, and anything else that is not necessary so that you may serve your one true Goddess. Its about making her happy in any way that you can. I find myself disqusted with the many who run men into financial ruin then toss them away. Its becoming overrun with unethical Dommes in my opinion.
When I think of financial domination for me its about the control and the power rush I get from knowing that a slave has tributed me out of adoration. That they love, worship, and adore me so much they wish to make my life easier. Financially being one of them. They give what they can, but I do not run them into financial runination. If I do how will they continue to worship and adore me? If I ruin thier relationships and things end with me and them where does that put them? It puts them in a lonely hellish place where they are broken and no other Domme will be good enough for them. Maybe for some its a way to assure that someone is thier living asset for life, but for me I do not want my slave to be forced to serve me. I want them to be inspired to serve me. To love to serve me to feel thier purpose in life is to joyously serve me. This does not mean I do not practice humiliation in all forms as part of play. But it does mean I will not leave you a mental, emotional, and shuddering mess and then be done with you. I do not relish breaking a slave. On the contrary I like to mold them into the perfect serveant, slave and admirer. Now that sounds so much better doesn't it?
Last but not least the gifts recived page has been updated. Go check it out!
Friday, July 20, 2007
Friday, July 6, 2007
Increasingly annoyed
I am increasingly annoyed with the idiots who seem to think that just because I am a Pro Domme, as well as work on another website as a Phone Domme, it makes me into D/s only for the money. I am very very selective of the slaves I allow to serve me for precisly this reason. I have had my time wasted by idiots who just wanted sex, or who just wanted to waste my time because they wanted wank material. I am sick and tierd of it. My best boy and only r/t boi actually first met me as a sub in a Professional session. He was willing and able to prove that he was serious and not wanting to waste my time. I was so impressed I took him on as my personal slave (after the first session I did not require him to pay me for my time anymore as I enjoyed his willingness to serve, and the quality of his service), and nixed any further tributes. He does buy me gifts because he wants to, and enjoys doing so for me. Because I refuse to take on anyone else as a personal slave without getting to know them, or requiring a tribute from them for my time does not make me a fake. It seems to me that most idiots on this site think that a twue Domme would never do a Professional session, or accept money or gifts. No instead they need to say, oh because you emailed me I am so desperate for someone to serve me that I will take you on, and do whatever you want. Oh do tell me what do you want? (Laughs) that is totally fucking laughable. Who the hell do you think you are? How I live my life, and how I chose to conduct my business does not make me a scammer, or a fake.
New toys are here!
The stuff from my pet levi arrived today! The only dissapointment was that the kitty crop and the candles were on backorder, so we were not able to get them. So he bought me the most beauitful handmade leather buttplug harness in red. I am so excited about it! As soon as I take photos of everything I will finally put up the photos of past gifts, my birthday gifts, and other tributes on a brag page. Get ready for it underlings!!!
I am finally done unpacking everything and getting it all organized. Which is nice, time to relax and take calls from you all. Not much else i going on I shall update with something more intersting later!
I am finally done unpacking everything and getting it all organized. Which is nice, time to relax and take calls from you all. Not much else i going on I shall update with something more intersting later!
apple iphone
So I want the new apple iphone! BAD! I will allow only one lucky piggie to buy it for me. That one will be allowed to call me on it. Directly, now won't that be a lovely privlage.
New toys and a yummy new outfit!
I just got off the phone with my best boy, and only r/t boi levi. I am so excited because we ordered some lovely new gifts for my new place. Expecially for our new session! Here are picture of them. More to come when they actually get here!To my pet levi, I am very pleased with you, you always know how to make me feel spoiled and you always know just how to serve your Overlordress. You are my best boy, and always will be. No other slut has come close to the level of service you have shown me.
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Taking
Taking some time to hide from the world and the many things in it. I will be back soon my adoring underlings. Wait with bated breath for my return. I will return I assure you better then ever and twice as lovely.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Friday, June 22, 2007
Monday, June 18, 2007
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Sunday, May 20, 2007
A wonderful birthday!
Since I was 13 I have had some pretty horrid birthdays. I either had something horrible happen, didn’t get to see my family or have a party with friends, or I got sick. So finally after years of bad birthdays I had one of the best birthdays ever. I woke up to a new friend waking me gently with. “Happy Birthday Angel” Which of course made me in a great mood. Then I got up got ready and went shopping! I bought some of the most lovely things. I will post them tommarow after my family birthday party when I can post everything all at once. After a long day of shopping I went and had my nails done. I got a french manicure, and a french pedicure. The woman who did my nails was so sweet and did an extra little design on my big toes. Which of course made me feel special. Then I went to target and did some more shopping. Finally I went home grabbed a shower, and did my makeup, put on a new outfit. This really cute skirt, leggings, and lenore top (one of my birthday gifts from my honey) a set of wrist cuffs and new wedge heels to match, and of course show off my sexy feet. And went to the panic. A local bar, then walked around a bit downtown. The day ended with driving around trying to find places to take photos. Though I had been mugging for the camer all day. I am really excited about some of the photos I took. I am mastering taking my own headshots without a tripod. Yay! I got some really sexy photos I am going to using to redesign the website with. So look out for some really beautiful shots of my face. I look amazing! I will be sharing a few other photos as well from my birthday, once I find a gallery plug in for wordpress. I think another thing that made this birthday so lovely was that I was able to spoil myself rotten and still have enough money for the rest of the month. I was a bit dissapointed that none of my customers on niteflirt opened my ptv that I sent out. With some sexy photos of me in it as a thank you. But oh well, who knows, nor did anyone call me to wish me happy birthday and I had my phone on alerts all day. But overall this has been an amazing birthday I had a total blast and am looking forward to my party tommarow. I am sure tommarow will rock as well.
Friday, May 18, 2007
birthday plans and shopping!
I am so excited! This birthday is turning out to be even lovelier then I thought it would. I recived a heafty tribute from a new slave boy, and my best boy levi bought me a bunch of new toys from www.sub-shop.com which has me so excited because I will be doing an overnight session with him! If your lucky my pets I will be posting some photo sets from this session for sale on my website. Of course you know what you will be paying dearly for such a privlage.
I sessioned with a new sub yesterday. Whom I have named slut ashley. It was so much fun tormenting her slutty little ass, with my crop, flogger, paddle, and nails. His as was so nice and red from my attentions. I am sure you all will be green with envy at the thought of slut ashley being allowed to pamper and adore my perfect feet, even to have my sexy black heels crushing her balls. What little of them there was that is. *Giggle* I took a few photos, of this and two videos that I will be putting up for sale in the next week or so. I am going to be putting them all in one package. I know that a lot of your cock suckers will be buying the cum eating one. Purrs wishing it was you in the video instead of slut ashley. In both videos you get to hear me giggle and laugh in the background, and I know you will be addicted to my vicous giggle. Wishing all the while I was laughing at you and tormenting you.
I went shopping today for a new outfit and my fiance bought me the cutest shirts. One is this adorable goth/morbid comic character with two dead animals in her hand, and on the back it says friends till the end. The other is this adorable hello kitty top in pink that says there is always room for dessert. If your lucky I will post some new photos of me in them and photos from my birthday partying as I go out! It will be a great use of my new camera I bought a little over a month ago.
I am so excited for tommarow. I plan to do some more shopping today to buy some things I want for my birthday including a new pairs of shoes or two, and a skirt or pair of capirs to go with my new shirts. I need also to buy some braceltes and other jewelry to complete the look. I love to be able to spoil myself. And of course once that is done I am going to go get a mani and pedi which will be awesome. spoiling yourself on a subs money is always lovely. Well I must got, the mall is calling me I am in the mood for some more shopping!
I sessioned with a new sub yesterday. Whom I have named slut ashley. It was so much fun tormenting her slutty little ass, with my crop, flogger, paddle, and nails. His as was so nice and red from my attentions. I am sure you all will be green with envy at the thought of slut ashley being allowed to pamper and adore my perfect feet, even to have my sexy black heels crushing her balls. What little of them there was that is. *Giggle* I took a few photos, of this and two videos that I will be putting up for sale in the next week or so. I am going to be putting them all in one package. I know that a lot of your cock suckers will be buying the cum eating one. Purrs wishing it was you in the video instead of slut ashley. In both videos you get to hear me giggle and laugh in the background, and I know you will be addicted to my vicous giggle. Wishing all the while I was laughing at you and tormenting you.
I went shopping today for a new outfit and my fiance bought me the cutest shirts. One is this adorable goth/morbid comic character with two dead animals in her hand, and on the back it says friends till the end. The other is this adorable hello kitty top in pink that says there is always room for dessert. If your lucky I will post some new photos of me in them and photos from my birthday partying as I go out! It will be a great use of my new camera I bought a little over a month ago.
I am so excited for tommarow. I plan to do some more shopping today to buy some things I want for my birthday including a new pairs of shoes or two, and a skirt or pair of capirs to go with my new shirts. I need also to buy some braceltes and other jewelry to complete the look. I love to be able to spoil myself. And of course once that is done I am going to go get a mani and pedi which will be awesome. spoiling yourself on a subs money is always lovely. Well I must got, the mall is calling me I am in the mood for some more shopping!
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Ms Marcy
I had an adorable sissy email me some pictures today begging me to put them up. So I decided I would. Here they are for everyone to see. Isn't she just a slutty little sissy. I have lots of plans for little miss marcy. She will be trained to be pimped out. Mmmm isn't she so lucky!
The rest of my day has gone really well. Mothers day was a lot of fun. I went to my moms for a cookout. Us kids all cooked. Right before dinner and old mentor of mine stopped by to see us and he was in shock at how much all of us had changed. Its funny how much can change in 5 years.
My mom gave me a bike so I can now ride around town without having to worry about how I am going to ge there, and its excellent exersize. I should in the next month or two be able to go take the driving test and get my lisence. I am becoming more and more comfterable with driving a car, and am enjoy it a lot. It represents a lot ot me. Being able to drive that is. I will be able to be independant, and able to go back to school. It will be so nice, when I can afford it that is with current gas prices. To be able to go up to omaha and meet up with a friend for coffee, or even to be able to just drive myself to walmart to get groceries.
I have decided I am sick of the pink. So my website, niteflirt listings, and blogs will be switched back to my old colors as soon as I am able to find a theme I want to play with for wordpress, and I take some new photos. I am debating on seeing if I can get my roomate to take some nice photos for me sometime this week, or seeing if I can get my friend to do it. Or just call up one of my old photographers. I will have to see what is going on! My birthday is next saturday everyone! So I am creating a spoile me button that will go in my blog on the sidebar for those of you who wish to contribute to my party fund! Or even just a spoil me and buy me something nice because its my brithday fund hehehe. Well its storming here, and I want to go watch it rain. I love sitting on the porch with my ipod, safely out of the way of any wetness and just watching it rain. There is just something really soothing about listening to loreena mckennt, and enya as you watch the world around you, and think. Who knows maybe it will inspire me to write something. I haven't written anything new in a month or so. If I do you know I shall share it with you as soon as its done my loyal readers.
www.niteflirt.com/gothique
The rest of my day has gone really well. Mothers day was a lot of fun. I went to my moms for a cookout. Us kids all cooked. Right before dinner and old mentor of mine stopped by to see us and he was in shock at how much all of us had changed. Its funny how much can change in 5 years.
My mom gave me a bike so I can now ride around town without having to worry about how I am going to ge there, and its excellent exersize. I should in the next month or two be able to go take the driving test and get my lisence. I am becoming more and more comfterable with driving a car, and am enjoy it a lot. It represents a lot ot me. Being able to drive that is. I will be able to be independant, and able to go back to school. It will be so nice, when I can afford it that is with current gas prices. To be able to go up to omaha and meet up with a friend for coffee, or even to be able to just drive myself to walmart to get groceries.
I have decided I am sick of the pink. So my website, niteflirt listings, and blogs will be switched back to my old colors as soon as I am able to find a theme I want to play with for wordpress, and I take some new photos. I am debating on seeing if I can get my roomate to take some nice photos for me sometime this week, or seeing if I can get my friend to do it. Or just call up one of my old photographers. I will have to see what is going on! My birthday is next saturday everyone! So I am creating a spoile me button that will go in my blog on the sidebar for those of you who wish to contribute to my party fund! Or even just a spoil me and buy me something nice because its my brithday fund hehehe. Well its storming here, and I want to go watch it rain. I love sitting on the porch with my ipod, safely out of the way of any wetness and just watching it rain. There is just something really soothing about listening to loreena mckennt, and enya as you watch the world around you, and think. Who knows maybe it will inspire me to write something. I haven't written anything new in a month or so. If I do you know I shall share it with you as soon as its done my loyal readers.
www.niteflirt.com/gothique
Friday, May 11, 2007
T.G.I.F
Thank god its friday! I am so happy that the weekend is finally here! I am going to go out and celebrate later on tonight! This past week wasn’t to bad over all. The days have been beautiful, and I am getting a lot of good exercise through walking. Though I am not sure if I am going to go out on a walk tonight or not. I do need to go grab something to eat so who knows. I love grabbing my ipod, turning on a book on tape, currently I am reading the second Meredith Gentry novel. And just taking a walk in the neighborhood. Its always lovely to take a walk when its so nice out. That and its great exercise!
I met up with a new potentential SD today. I think the meeting went well. I will see if he gives me a call or not. If not then I guesse it was not ment to be.
Call volume on niteflirt has totally picked up. Which is awesom, I love meeting new people and talking with my regs. Irish (Thats what I will call him because of his lovely irish accent) called me again. I really love talking to him. He is so polite and is an exceptional converstationlist. He shared part of a story with me that had a spanking scene in it. I thought that was totally hot. I need to dig out my beauty books so that I can share some with him as well. I love it when I can share my love of erotica, and my love of D/s with another. Its such a turn on. Now if I only did phone sex… giggle. J/k
One of my older regs called me and updated me as well on his current situation. I was so glad I could help him, and that my advice helped with what he has going on now. Its always awesome and a great ego boost to know you have helped someone else. Not a lot else is going on so I think I may just walk downtown to grab a bite to eat or head down to the coffee shop and eat something there, its always fun to grab a book and something yummy from the bakery and relax. I shall blog again soon my loyal readers!
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
On the brightside...
So yesterday I had a really bad day. I woke up to my pet fish having been eaten by my cat. Then I got some one star feedback from a guy who was pissed that I chose to block him. So I decided to go out and go shopping. Well my phone died on me and I was frustrated by that because I missed a call from one of my favorite people! I will have to make him a sign to post in my blog to say sorry. *Frown* Well I decided to cheer myself up with bra shopping. Which turned out an awesome way to cheer myself up. I had previously thought i was a 38 D/DD I find out I am a 40 DD now. LMFAO my boobs are friggen huge! So I am going to buy some low cut tops to show them off lol. I also bought some hagendas and ben and jerry’s nothing can cheer a girl up more then some good icecream.
Today so far has been much better then yesterday. I woke up to a ton of fivestar feedbacks from my fave caller simon. Thank you honey!!! And took a call from another caller I shall call tinytool. Now his wife has progressively made him into a full fledged cuckold. Go her! And it was really interesting to hear him tell me about it. I can see why she wanted a real mans cock. I am sure you guys can too. See for yourself here is a photo he sent me
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Hahah look how tiny that is! Not even four inches hard! I know I would never let that near me. It would not do a good job whatsoever of satisfying me. I like my men at least 9 inches. 10 - 11 inches even better! I am sure she is teaching him how to please her with his tounge. That is all he is good for sexually. I am sure he knows that. I am very surprised she has not put him in chastity. Hmmm tiny tool I think you shall have to mention it to her. Its a very effective way to control your orgasams.
I had another caller who has a wonderful irish accent that I just loved talking to. Listening to his voice as he is saying things I was in heaven. At one point he thought I was making fun of his accent and asked me about it. In all actuality I tend to mimic accents and ways so speaking at times without knowing I am doing so. I have found that I did that with a few of my english friends because I was so enthralled with thier accents. Purrrrs
My new diet and exercising is paying off I am finding that my clothes are getting to big for me. My jeans from vanity that I just bought that fit just right even when they were broken in are so big on me I have to wear a belt or hike them up all the time. Now that definatly makes me feel better and makes it all worthwhile. I <3>
Mmm well my loyal readers that is about all that is going on with me today. I shall blog again soon!
Friday, May 4, 2007
Sunday, April 29, 2007
SAAB Advert: Release Me
This article was brought to my attention by the lovely Goddess Zorsha and I agree with her. Its things like this that make me also ashamed to be a human. Please take the time to read the intro of the article and then click to read more. And if your so inclined please donate, the link to do so is at the bottom of the page.
The recent SAAB advert featuring the song ‘Release Me’ by Oh Laura [ view Release Me lyrics ] is awesome. The adverts begins with flowers between a motorway flyover, receiving little light are struggling to break out, the whale in the sea quarium, lonely, a huge mammal, “a glass of water longing for the ocean”, a dog tied up outside at night “I am the fire burning desperately but you’re controlling me”, the water bursting from the dam as the song screams “release me”. The personification of all the examples in the song coupled with the strong and often upsetting images are amazingly powerful. Click here to read the rest of this article and view the video
The recent SAAB advert featuring the song ‘Release Me’ by Oh Laura [ view Release Me lyrics ] is awesome. The adverts begins with flowers between a motorway flyover, receiving little light are struggling to break out, the whale in the sea quarium, lonely, a huge mammal, “a glass of water longing for the ocean”, a dog tied up outside at night “I am the fire burning desperately but you’re controlling me”, the water bursting from the dam as the song screams “release me”. The personification of all the examples in the song coupled with the strong and often upsetting images are amazingly powerful. Click here to read the rest of this article and view the video
Friday, April 27, 2007
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
So much has happened!
So much has happened since I last updated my blog. My furbabie cam home!!!! I am so excited about that. He was hiding under the next door neighbors porch. Then our upstairs neighbor came over and said is your other cat out? She had found kai!!!!! She accidentally scared him but it got me and the roomate looking again. Blaze saw him under the porch. He didn't come out at first so we pulled out a can of tuna and when he started coming out I crouched down and said come to me kai baby. He came right to me omg he is so glad to be home. I put a collar on him and I am going to buy him a tag with his name on it and my addy and number. I am so relived and happy to have my baby home!!! Thank you guys for the positive words and thoughts and prayers it really got me through missing him and the worry. I am just so relived to have him home!!!!!!!
I had a pretty hardcore session with viynle slut. He wanted to see if I could get him to jack off on cam for a guy. So I slipped on my boots, turned the cam on and found a guy friend of mine to help me with it. I was very amused by the fact that he was listening to my voice, and looking at my boots daydreaming of being able to worship them in r/t while my gay friend watched and tormented him as well. I made viynle slut call him Sir. He needed to use the proper title after all giggles. I know he enjoyed it but was very surprised that I had that much control over him.
I am still working out, though I slacked off for a few days. I noticed that when I don't eat healthy I am hungry all the time. Junkfood just seems to make me feel full for like all of ten minutes then I am hungry again. I eat a slimfast and a yogurt and I am full for the next four hours. Which is awesome because I am eating small low calorie meals every four hours. Example of what I am eating during the day, breakfast : Slimfast optima shake, one bryers all natural yogurt. Snack grapes, Lunch protein bar and veggies, snack fruit or veggies, dinner Cereal or a normal dinner. So instead of eating just one meal a day which was mcdonalds I am actually eating more, but less calories and keeping my metab up. I am also drinking lots of unsweetened ice tea. I have so much energy its awesome!!!!
My birthday is coming up soon everyone. I will be 24 on may 19th. I hope to get lots of calls and presents during my birthday month! So get to planning what your going to get me lol!
I redesigned my website, as you can tell and am very happy with it. I have been feeling pretty pink today lol. I must go I need to grab a shower so that I can go and run errands and hopefully try to get some photos taken. Bye for now!
www.niteflirt.com/gothique
I had a pretty hardcore session with viynle slut. He wanted to see if I could get him to jack off on cam for a guy. So I slipped on my boots, turned the cam on and found a guy friend of mine to help me with it. I was very amused by the fact that he was listening to my voice, and looking at my boots daydreaming of being able to worship them in r/t while my gay friend watched and tormented him as well. I made viynle slut call him Sir. He needed to use the proper title after all giggles. I know he enjoyed it but was very surprised that I had that much control over him.
I am still working out, though I slacked off for a few days. I noticed that when I don't eat healthy I am hungry all the time. Junkfood just seems to make me feel full for like all of ten minutes then I am hungry again. I eat a slimfast and a yogurt and I am full for the next four hours. Which is awesome because I am eating small low calorie meals every four hours. Example of what I am eating during the day, breakfast : Slimfast optima shake, one bryers all natural yogurt. Snack grapes, Lunch protein bar and veggies, snack fruit or veggies, dinner Cereal or a normal dinner. So instead of eating just one meal a day which was mcdonalds I am actually eating more, but less calories and keeping my metab up. I am also drinking lots of unsweetened ice tea. I have so much energy its awesome!!!!
My birthday is coming up soon everyone. I will be 24 on may 19th. I hope to get lots of calls and presents during my birthday month! So get to planning what your going to get me lol!
I redesigned my website, as you can tell and am very happy with it. I have been feeling pretty pink today lol. I must go I need to grab a shower so that I can go and run errands and hopefully try to get some photos taken. Bye for now!
www.niteflirt.com/gothique
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Friday, April 13, 2007
an interesting call
Well I just had one of the most intersting calls in my short niteflirt career. I had a couple who the husband was having a few issues, who wanted to try having another join them in the bedroom. Well the husband called with the wife there and we talked for a while. It was very interesting to guide them through thier nervousness and help them find a new scenario that excited both of them. I know I really enjoyed it!
I am now on day three of my working out. Still not sore, and now that I am used to the gazelle I got a better work out. I can't find my digital camera or I would take a photo to show it to you all and to show off the new stuff I just bought I may have to say fuck it and take them with my webcam. It takes come pretty clear photos.
My fave caller called again today and it was a joy to see that he was getting calls from other ladies. He is another flirt. I am going to put a shamless plug in for him lol. Ladies if you need a charming guy to talk to, who is very kind and supportive then give Simon a call!
I had plans today to meet up with a new friend, who is into hypnotisim, he is a professional hypnotist who is considering doing niteflirt as a Hypno Dom. I would love to learn how to do erotic hypnosis so lets see if I can convince him to help me learn! Now wouldn't it be lovely if I could set up an account to do this for all you subbies who are into it? I know I have the voice for it, and I am very creative. So we shall see. I won't get my hopes up to high. I still have yet to meet him. I did get to do some more shopping today, and found some really cute stuff at hottopic that I would love to have but can't afford right now. I am saving up for quite a few things. Here is a small list.
So far I have some of the organizational stuff I need but nothing else. It will be a while before I can afford the rest but who knows what may come. I should start a wishlist for them all so if someone is in a wonderful mood and wants to take me shopping or buy me a gift they can.
Well I am off to take a nice long shower, and then to bed, its been a long day and I am tierd. I shall blog again soon!
www.niteflirt.com/gothique
I am now on day three of my working out. Still not sore, and now that I am used to the gazelle I got a better work out. I can't find my digital camera or I would take a photo to show it to you all and to show off the new stuff I just bought I may have to say fuck it and take them with my webcam. It takes come pretty clear photos.
My fave caller called again today and it was a joy to see that he was getting calls from other ladies. He is another flirt. I am going to put a shamless plug in for him lol. Ladies if you need a charming guy to talk to, who is very kind and supportive then give Simon a call!
I had plans today to meet up with a new friend, who is into hypnotisim, he is a professional hypnotist who is considering doing niteflirt as a Hypno Dom. I would love to learn how to do erotic hypnosis so lets see if I can convince him to help me learn! Now wouldn't it be lovely if I could set up an account to do this for all you subbies who are into it? I know I have the voice for it, and I am very creative. So we shall see. I won't get my hopes up to high. I still have yet to meet him. I did get to do some more shopping today, and found some really cute stuff at hottopic that I would love to have but can't afford right now. I am saving up for quite a few things. Here is a small list.
- A new Bed (Mattress, foundation, and frame)
- A dresser
- A wardrobe
- Bookcases
- A new couch
- Some pretty end tables
- Some lamps to go on the end tables
- Nice shoe rack
- some organizational stuff I need
So far I have some of the organizational stuff I need but nothing else. It will be a while before I can afford the rest but who knows what may come. I should start a wishlist for them all so if someone is in a wonderful mood and wants to take me shopping or buy me a gift they can.
Well I am off to take a nice long shower, and then to bed, its been a long day and I am tierd. I shall blog again soon!
www.niteflirt.com/gothique
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Monday, April 9, 2007
Damn Motorola
So my motorla ear peice I just bought starts having issues. So because i need it for work I go out and replace it. Then today a few days after I got the new one. Which I really like I decide to play with the damn thing and it works! What is wrong with it? I am wondering if its just acting up or what. I am still keeping the new one and that one will be my damn back up or I will see if my dad wants it.
I bought a new game its called scratches. Actually a really interesting game. You can get through most of it without a walkthrough.Though there are a few things you have to be really really really observant to figure out. Its kinda one big puzzle. But I like it the graphics are awesome, very detailed and fun. Its a good game to play if you want to while away the hours and not notice how much time has gone by.
I am starting to think most humans are … how to put it nicely.. pieces of shit. I accidentally left my purse in my moms car, and one of her so called friends stole the cash I had for my brothers bday present. On the upside though I did get a call from a very sweet subbie who tributed me. So That does make up for it, and I thank him for brightening my day! I look forward to talking with you again soon! You know who you are!
Well thats about all that is going on right now. I shall blog again soon my devoted readers! *I promise I am not full of myself *bats eyes* Giggle*
www.niteflirt.com/gothique
I bought a new game its called scratches. Actually a really interesting game. You can get through most of it without a walkthrough.Though there are a few things you have to be really really really observant to figure out. Its kinda one big puzzle. But I like it the graphics are awesome, very detailed and fun. Its a good game to play if you want to while away the hours and not notice how much time has gone by.
I am starting to think most humans are … how to put it nicely.. pieces of shit. I accidentally left my purse in my moms car, and one of her so called friends stole the cash I had for my brothers bday present. On the upside though I did get a call from a very sweet subbie who tributed me. So That does make up for it, and I thank him for brightening my day! I look forward to talking with you again soon! You know who you are!
Well thats about all that is going on right now. I shall blog again soon my devoted readers! *I promise I am not full of myself *bats eyes* Giggle*
www.niteflirt.com/gothique
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
Thursday, March 29, 2007
an amusing email
So this guy I have been talking to has become totally and utterly addicted. Its amusing to me, so I thought I would share it with you all. Mostly to make a point that I control him and I can do what I want. *he is a blackmail fetishest*
I do not know how safe or healthy my fantasy is because I find, with little effort on your part, I am desperate to tray an attract any attention from you. I think about you all the time, my work is suffering and more importantly i can not create that kind of feeling for my fiance, I dont know what to do about it, i dont have more money to buy more attention and yet i touch myself and drive myself to look at you and speak to you.
goddess is everyting
i am nothing
goddess is everything
i live for her
goddess is everything
i am hers
i am not worried that you will hurt me, did you raise it in the phone conversation to remind me you can?
as far as the photos go, it might be at least a month until i have them unless you require them sooner. i will be looking to be wrapped in plastic, maybe laid in a bath, hand cuffed int he shower, enclosed in panty hose and collared in a cupboard/wardrobe. maybe to a tree/clothes line outside. i dont think we can take a photo of me going down on him, and i wont mark my body with text. hopefully that will still meet your needs.
i will get one with a plastic bag on my head, perhaps tied to a chair in interrogation style, maybe even tied belly down on a bed, bag on my head and masters feet at my face as he sits on a chair at the end of the bed watching me run out of breath, or perhaps in this scene he could be raping me from behind?
all i do is turn myself on as i do this and make me want you more.
Whats even more amusing about this. Is when we talk we talk about normal everyday stuff! On ocassion we talk about fetishes but nothing phone sex ect.
I do not know how safe or healthy my fantasy is because I find, with little effort on your part, I am desperate to tray an attract any attention from you. I think about you all the time, my work is suffering and more importantly i can not create that kind of feeling for my fiance, I dont know what to do about it, i dont have more money to buy more attention and yet i touch myself and drive myself to look at you and speak to you.
goddess is everyting
i am nothing
goddess is everything
i live for her
goddess is everything
i am hers
i am not worried that you will hurt me, did you raise it in the phone conversation to remind me you can?
as far as the photos go, it might be at least a month until i have them unless you require them sooner. i will be looking to be wrapped in plastic, maybe laid in a bath, hand cuffed int he shower, enclosed in panty hose and collared in a cupboard/wardrobe. maybe to a tree/clothes line outside. i dont think we can take a photo of me going down on him, and i wont mark my body with text. hopefully that will still meet your needs.
i will get one with a plastic bag on my head, perhaps tied to a chair in interrogation style, maybe even tied belly down on a bed, bag on my head and masters feet at my face as he sits on a chair at the end of the bed watching me run out of breath, or perhaps in this scene he could be raping me from behind?
all i do is turn myself on as i do this and make me want you more.
Whats even more amusing about this. Is when we talk we talk about normal everyday stuff! On ocassion we talk about fetishes but nothing phone sex ect.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Lady Erato and Moi
The past few days have been uber busy! My best friend Lady Erato and I have been hanging out, and having a total blast! First we took two girl calls on niteflirt. Then we hung out at her place and watched movies. Then we went up to meet some friends she met on Okcupid. That was a lot of fun. They are rennisance renacters which is awesome. So I got to play with whips, and swords. *Evil giggle* Watch out boi's I just may get to the point where I can start using the whip on you! Though I still prefer my flogger.
I am still loving the job very much! I love that I am good at this. K. one of my fave callers called me and sang to me when I answered the phone. That was so cute! I love shit like that. It always puts me in a great mood because I know that I am in for a great conversation. He suggested that I start taking photos with me holding a sign with a special note for that person and you know what I think I will! I always love to show you guys how much I enjoy your calls and appreciate the time you spend with me!
I have decided to attempt to make my own corset. because its so expensive to buy it custom made for me. So I need to get better at my sewing skills lol. I am also going to start a fund for a custom one from www.meschantes.com *Bats eyes* I am going to create a special button so that if you are so inclined you can donate. Everyone who does will recive a special photo with a hand written thank you of me in the corset.
That reminds me as well that I need to start doing photo sets for sale. I am just trying to figure out how to configre htacess so that I can password protect them. Who knows. grins,
I will be launching a new website very soon for those of you handsome callers who enjoy phone sex with the best flirts on niteflirt! So keep a look out for my Phone sex pinups! The goal for the site launch is either end of april begining of may. I have a lot of work to do!
www.niteflirt.com/gothique
I am still loving the job very much! I love that I am good at this. K. one of my fave callers called me and sang to me when I answered the phone. That was so cute! I love shit like that. It always puts me in a great mood because I know that I am in for a great conversation. He suggested that I start taking photos with me holding a sign with a special note for that person and you know what I think I will! I always love to show you guys how much I enjoy your calls and appreciate the time you spend with me!
I have decided to attempt to make my own corset. because its so expensive to buy it custom made for me. So I need to get better at my sewing skills lol. I am also going to start a fund for a custom one from www.meschantes.com *Bats eyes* I am going to create a special button so that if you are so inclined you can donate. Everyone who does will recive a special photo with a hand written thank you of me in the corset.
That reminds me as well that I need to start doing photo sets for sale. I am just trying to figure out how to configre htacess so that I can password protect them. Who knows. grins,
I will be launching a new website very soon for those of you handsome callers who enjoy phone sex with the best flirts on niteflirt! So keep a look out for my Phone sex pinups! The goal for the site launch is either end of april begining of may. I have a lot of work to do!
www.niteflirt.com/gothique
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Friday, March 23, 2007
Two girls, a blackmail slut, and a virgin
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
Don’t want no itty bitty teen tiny short dick man!
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Yes! Yes! Yes!
I love this video! It says it all! Big is beautiful!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yUTJQ...urnal%2Ecom%2F
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
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About Me
- Gothique
- I tend to describe myself as the sweet innocent looking geeky girl, with the hawt glasses and a very twisted mind. As I have said to my friends before. I only look sweet and innocent. Giggles, but I suppose you will have to call me to find out! My biggest passions in life are meeting new people, music, writing and art. I aboslutly adore intelligent converstations. If a man can stimulate my mind, he can stimulate much much more. I value creativity, and openmindedness, and honestly. I have been told I am honest to a fault.My biggest passions in life are meeting new people, music, writing and art. I aboslutly adore intelligent converstations. If a man can stimulate my mind, he can stimulate much much more. I value creativity, and openmindedness, and honesly. I have been told I am honest to a fault. I love helping others, and can at times be an inccourable flirt. What girl isn't? Thank you for taking the time to read this, and check out my website.
