My Thoughts

So I just got done watching the number 23 and I totally loved it. You would never guesse some of the twists that they throw at you! I really enjoyed the movie.

Today was a great day. I ended up having a session with a new slave I shall call simply farm boy. I was very pleased with his complete obedience and the way he was willing to do whatever I asked when I asked. He gave me total control. It was not about him, but about what I wanted. Many of you need to follow his example.

Lately I have been doing a lot of thinking about the Financial Domination fetish. I feel its becoming overrun with females who do not give a shit about anything but their greed. Who think its ok to ruin someones life, destroy thier relationships and hurt many people. Or they are some barbie looking bimbo who is all gimmie gimmie gimme. Granted financial fetihes are about money, but more then that its about control, and power. Sacrificing your luxeries, comforts, and anything else that is not necessary so that you may serve your one true Goddess. Its about making her happy in any way that you can. I find myself disqusted with the many who run men into financial ruin then toss them away. Its becoming overrun with unethical Dommes in my opinion.

When I think of financial domination for me its about the control and the power rush I get from knowing that a slave has tributed me out of adoration. That they love, worship, and adore me so much they wish to make my life easier. Financially being one of them. They give what they can, but I do not run them into financial runination. If I do how will they continue to worship and adore me? If I ruin thier relationships and things end with me and them where does that put them? It puts them in a lonely hellish place where they are broken and no other Domme will be good enough for them. Maybe for some its a way to assure that someone is thier living asset for life, but for me I do not want my slave to be forced to serve me. I want them to be inspired to serve me. To love to serve me to feel thier purpose in life is to joyously serve me. This does not mean I do not practice humiliation in all forms as part of play. But it does mean I will not leave you a mental, emotional, and shuddering mess and then be done with you. I do not relish breaking a slave. On the contrary I like to mold them into the perfect serveant, slave and admirer. Now that sounds so much better doesn't it?

Last but not least the gifts recived page has been updated. Go check it out!